I Feel Great!

Hey Friends.. Wow! What a difference a day makes.... Yesterday I was down & miserable & depressed and today I am just filled with love, energy, a positive outlook & joy. I want to thank all of you for your love & support & prayers & good thoughts. So weird, nothing has really changed in my life, still a huge financial struggle, still trying hard to find the money to finish the CD, still working hard to lose weight & get healthy, but it just feels like everything is gonna be alright.
Sometimes you just have to trust in your higher power & allow grace to work...

So remember, I am here for anyone who is hurting, in pain, going thru some dark & miserable times. If you need a friend, a shoulder or someone to talk to, just reach out... Sending my love to everyone... Don't let this old life get you down people!

First Blog From Las Vegas Baby!!

It seems I have a stalker... Sad thing it is my sister in Chicago who hangs on my every tweet, every blog post & sneaks in & watches my webcasts. Please ignore this woman, she is a mean nasty , vindictive person who is sick in the head. Margo & I let it go years ago, and she can't seem to do the same. If she attempts to harass any of you on twitter or by email. Please let me know so I can take legal action.

Also, guys I am serious. I have refunded as many $9.95 for the CD as I have had requests. Please, Please Please, if you think I am trying to scam or con you out of $12.95 I will refund your $$$ and STILL send you a full CD. I can't say it enough how very sorry I am this CD is not out. I have invested & borrowed $40,000 and gave 4 years of my life to this project, so no one is more upset and frustrated than I am. All I am trying to do is keep my music alive. I believe in it, and I am so grateful for your support and Love. Some days it is the only thing that keeps me going.

Oh I did get one nasty blog message from you know who in Chicago or Crazy Lady Death Wish
It was nasty & negative & I didn't even bother reading it. Anonymous of course. They don't have the balls to confront me.

I will say this again, because of all of your love & support , I will never give up
and never surrender. You are my friends, my family, and my fans & I love you more than you will ever know...

Oh & in other news I am losing more weight.. New Pics Soon...

Hopefully the next blog will be a little more positive...

Thanks Everyone,
Love , Jay